I can't shake this feeling

It's been about a week since ringo left. Our living room smells like oil paint, cause of the new creepy painting I did. I can't seem to lose this odd depressed feeling I seem to have aquired recently. I don't know where it came from. It's creeping up to my mom's birthday, and I miss her. That could do it. The sun has been going down around 4:30. That could do it. I miss my friends. That could do it.
The microwave dinged to me that my food stuff is heated.
I'ma go eat on it and contemplate how I'm still and the 4th demension is going past me.
Don't worry yall about my emotional funk...I'll be okay. Funk not only moves funk can remove...dig,